Authenticity

My love life is a shit storm!
A mess of broken parts
I fuck the guy whose wrong for me,
Then try to win his heart.

He always is a nice(ish) guy,
Doesn’t mean to do such damage.
His ambivalence makes me crazy though,
I’ve always liked a challenge.

One was into whisky,
So I became a drinker.
And for the intellectual,
I became a thinker.

Walking in the southern hills,
Really did it for him.
So I became a hiker,
Even though I found it boring.

Even became an artist,
As Johnny liked to paint.
For James I did some shooting,
Though it nearly made me faint.

Became a dedicated vegan,
For Jack the vegan man.
He also loved his football,
So I became a fan!

What he’s into music?
I’ll become a music girl.
Okay he’s into travelling...
So I'll explore the world.

And lately I’m left thinking,
Well who the hell am I?
I really don’t want to be
Just remnants of some guys.

The next things I get into
Will really be for me.
Yoga, steak and girlfriends,
And writing poetry.